at last i found LOVE..

这个要用华语才表达得到..哈哈!

圣诞节要到了,你脑海里出现的是什么呢?

                                                          

是这些吗?疯狂的庆祝..嘻嘻哈哈的度过..到头来到底有什么意义呢?

基督徒口里所说的'好消息'到底是什么呢?

好,在告诉你'好消息'之前..我要让你知道一个'坏消息'..

当然.有了'坏消息'..'好消息'才显得有意义嘛!

我们都活在一个不完美的世界,再怎样优秀的人都会有缺陷..都会有软弱..

谁不希望世上的人都是平等的?大家都有一样的财富..

没有种族歧视..没有勾心斗角..没有杀人犯罪..大家都平平安安地活着..那该多好啊..

上帝造世界的时候,祂看一切都是好的..那平平安安的生活也是他起初的愿望..祂并没有造出邪恶..祂并没有造出痛苦..那时候我们和上帝的关系就像和爸爸一样...而且这位爸爸就像是一百甚至一千个好爸爸加起来的好..祂甚至赐给我们不会结束的生命...他赐给我们无忧无虑的生活..一切都是美好的..

可是..

人类却违背上帝的话..'不听话咯'..吃了禁果..从此,我们与上帝的那段关系不再是那么亲近了..人类想靠着自己的智慧去行事..生活就像现在我们所看到的..痛苦.悲哀.无趣.一个字..惨!打抢啦,杀人啦(不是说你是杀人犯..你知道吗..当你讨厌一个人的时候，你不知不觉地在他的心插了很多刀）,同性恋啦...考试啦(这个不算啦)..很多很多的不快乐..很短很多很多的困苦愁烦..什么都有..看到了吗?就因为我们与神的关系不好了..

有一个有钱人,上到天堂门口却进不去..他自信满满地打开他的工作包,对天使说:

看!我有千千万万的钞票..我是世界上最有钱的..你还不闪开点..让我进去?

天使笑着说:

你往下看..

有钱人看了看..脸上表露出惊讶的表情..

原来,他脚下所踩的是一块一块闪闪发亮的金银珠宝...

世人说追求的..在天上是那么的一文不值..

(这就是坏消息..)

可是神还是爱我们的..他还是会救我们的..你问我怎样知道?

圣诞节也就是耶稣基督降生的日子..这就是最好的证明..因为..唯有藉着他..我们才能与上帝和好.. 

耶稣可是上帝的'独生子'..祂却为你我的'罪恶'而牺牲了祂的性命..(你的罪,别人来当..世界上有酱好的东西?)原因只有一个..上帝爱你!他真的真的很爱你!

耶稣降生的故事我相信你也懂..我想告诉你的是..祂生在'马住的地方'(你可以想象有多臭,多肮脏)如果有一天你妈告诉你: 孩子啊..[*手指指着一个方向] 你看..midvalley那个car park 啊..就是当年我把你生下来的地方.......你听了也不会高兴到那里去吧?耶稣在马槽叻..身上包着的还是木乃伊的那种布..(给去世的人用的,马槽里可以找到的只有这个吧)比起马槽..carpark还算OK 咯..

所以说,不要说上帝不了解你,不知道你的痛苦,因为祂所经历的比你还痛.

耶稣的救恩..你只需要相信..平信心相信..你就得着了..不难吧?

我找到从上帝而来的那份爱..那永不止息的爱..你呢?

all i want is..

我想对世界说：对不起，你想要的不是我想要的.听懂了么?


世界说: 一定要读好书,考试拿一百分,才配的'好学生'这个称号.

我说: 那我甘愿做'坏学生'了..考好成绩又怎样?又不是说'好学生'就比较长命...至少'坏学生'没有酱压力..


世界说: 矮是一种罪,肥更是罪加一等.

我说: 高又怎样?看多一点东西吗?肥又怎样?我觉得可爱就好.


世界说: no money no talk!一定要赚多多钱,做个亿万富翁,人家才看得起你.

我说:有钱又怎样?又不可以带进棺材..再多也没用啦..'钱'不是用来衡量人的..'品德'才量得准..

世界说: 没有面子书,没有'面子'..没有APPLEs..你落伍了..

我说: 辐射,我不需要那么多..一点就好..^^

世界说：不会英文，死远一点..

我说:会英文又怎样?我们这些亚洲人,拼了老命学人家的语言..明明自己都有自己的母语..又不见得老外们在拼命学我们语言??不要以为会英文就高人一等..你慢慢等啦..

我写这些的目的..是想提醒自己:

不要为世界的荣华富贵瞎忙,你的努力乃是为了荣耀上帝,为主作见证!要以上帝的眼光看世界..凡事都要存着感恩的心..生活的大小事务..尽力就好..
但愿我的心思意念单单只为..那满有能力的至高者..amen♥

1cm 厚的灰尘..

*phew phew

swinging my hands,trying to blow away the dust..

oops..i've been neglected my blog for quite some time..

sorry for that..in fact i have so many things to share..but it just that..im too lazy to put them in words..LOL

plus..i admit that im not good in writing..haha

so is my reasons sound reasonable to you?hihihi^^

hmm...so...urm....ahhh...err....*thinking

oh ya! KOREA DRAMA SERIES!!!!

i just finished one drama few hours ago..ahaha.. It was so awesome !!!

Now i kinda regret..because last time i used to hate korean drama..as for me..the actors are all speaking those alien language that make me feel like i'm a dumbdumb..plus..if u notice one thing..korea drama is always full of tears..i really 'beh tahan' to watch all that crying scene..haha..its not that they make my tears roll(i will never weep when i watch all those movie or drama..waste my tears..=P) but it was so annoying to me..

but now..im shouting here and there that i love korean drama..haha..well life keep changing and so me=)

This is the one that i love the most..CITY HUNTER!

next is PROTECT THE BOSS!

This is the scene that i love the most..sweet isn't?

then..NEW GISAENG STORY..

This drama kinda long..is around 50 episodes..honestly..i dont be able to finish watching all the episodes..but the story was meaningful..and make me learn more about Korea tradition..but..sadly the story is too long.. too narrative..

Okay..this is the reason why i keep on changing my so called 'korean BF'..each time i watch a korean dram i will surely fall for them..oh no...i mean the male actors only..LOL
because they are{INFINITELY} sooooooooooooooooooooooooo handsome!!=D
and they are the perfect creature of GOD seriously..ahh..i rather live in a korean drama instead of facing the reality..haha..



감사합니다!!!
당신을 사랑!!!

the road not taken..

The Road Not Taken

 Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

i fell in love with this poem when the 1st time i read it..

it is so meaningful and yet it seem like describing me own life...  

a life that full with choices to be made..

somehow i realized that..i made a wrong decision..i mean..i think i'm stepping on a wrong way.. which im not sure where it will lead me to...

so frustratingly,i got to know that..there WAS a golden chance for me to further study abroad..

and I MISSED IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was like WT*tut*??!!!

work harder huh?!

life is always unfair!!!

work hard work hard and work hard..where is the end of WORKING HARD???

errrh!

nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i hate this *tut* life!!!

I will study and get ready, and perhaps my chance will come.

                                                             and i believe so!

叽里咕噜！

烦恼！

this is seriously LMAO XD

纳闷！对了！就是这种感觉.....我问过欣怡还有希捷....很确定的说我没有用错词XD

想要的得不到..不想要的却自己送上门..

哈哈哈~希捷还问我是人?事?还是物?

我说..都有=)

就不懂为什么..哎呀~就是很烦就对了 ><

以前那..''爱拼才会赢''的我不见了..

现在简直是"软绵绵''...做起事来都没力似的...学业也酱..生活也酱.......................感情也酱

哈哈哈哈...

烦恼?

也许可以说是我开始担心了吧..担心失败..担心千千万万个"可能吗??"

...................................................................................................................................

okay watever...forget about all the worries...hihi^^

now let me show you someone...someone that i admire..wondering who??

deng..deng..deng..................

JAYESSLEE!!!=D

janice and sonia<3

yeah!!!it's jayesslee!! =D

ahh..i just <3 them so much..credit to Fera cherilyn julian who introduced them to me..yay!

they are super awesome i tell you!!!!

their voice can melt your heart like a hot knife cut through a piece of butter..as mine already melted..<3

wanna know more about them??

google it urself =P

haha..ok..bye dear readers;)

LOVE?

Do you believe in in LOVE?
well..the reality tell us that 'happily ever after' love story doesn't really exist in this world..
wondering why we bother about love..if it never last...
frankly speaking..i lost faith in all this nonsense relationship..

falling in love is awfully simple..but falling out of love is simply awfully..

'BREAK UP'..some people call it game over..and i define it as..
"we officially lost our status as a couple,so im single and available now =)''
haha...hey..wait..it is not that easy..the moment u lost your status as a gf/bf..u lost two important things..
1st!the one u love..2nd!the one who loves you..

falling into a relationship is like gambling your life..you gamble your time your energy and your $$ of course..LOL but in return u get happiness and love that worth more than everything as i mentioned..worth it?i bet u have your own answer =)

pleasure of love lasts but a moment.pain of love last for a lifetime.
-Bette Davis


p/s:I'm not discouraging you to not fall in love..I just wanna let you know that..if u happen to fall in love with someone..please...please..i beg you please..love each other wholeheartedly,truly, faithfully..=)

Diwali night..

I'm just too lazy to type this time..nahh!i give u photos instead of words..muahahahha!
so..few days ago..my friends and i attended INTI DEVALI night..in short it was a Deepavali celebration..

wondering what were they doing??even i..i dont have any idea..

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL MY INDIAN FRIENDS!!!

A BIG COMFY HUG FOR YOU!!

and THANK FOR TURNING IN..MUACKS!

time traveler..

ahhh..how nice if i'm a time traveler..i can know everything about my future and my past..i'm able to figure out my entire life..including what am i going to be when i grown up..what kind of life i will have..what kind of people that i will meet..and the most important one..my Adam..will he be a good one? LOL

 thousand and million of questions about my future will be solved then..hihi

but its kinda scary if u get to know that when are u going to leave the world..and how GOD gonna takes u HOME..

well...my friends and i went for dinner during this cheerful night..and we stopped at the usual place that we always go..so..after the dinner..we chit chat with an aunty( actly the boss of the restaurant)..we had a so called 'round table meeting' with that aunty..and we started to talk about a lot of things..she told us "when she was young.." story..well as usual..'a grandmother story'..HAHA and we got to know that this aunty actually knows palm reading..so without twice thinking and excitedly everyone showed her our palms..she checked one of my friend's hand and said

'' hmm..dont worry..u'll have a good husband..a handsome one'' and i sensed a broad smile of relief on my friend's face..

and another one

:''u will probably marry a rich guy which is 6 years older than you"..

 and the more she tells the more excited we are..so..nervously..it was my turn..i showed her my palm and she started to observe..she..scowled..and that really makes my heart stop for awhile..is it something bad?

well..she never told me about that 'bad' thing..instead she said '天机不可泄漏'..

which leave me with more question marks..

but she did told me some of my weaknesses..and she said im going to marry a chinese guy..not a white!(kinda dissapointed now..haha)

so..can be trusted or not..of course...i dont know..

and she added..DO NOT LET OTHER PEOPLE TO READ PALM FOR YOU ANYMORE..because each time when people read your palm..your life time will decrease by three years..@@ then i was like WHAT?!so many people read my palm already.. including u,aunty~==''

okay whatever it is..this is just a sharing from me..life and fate is in our hand..we are to one who create the future..so make it colourful year dear readers;)

L for lost and lonely..

ahh..what a day..
my beloved chemistry lecturer was writing some alien language on the board..my friends were busying copy those alien thingy...and i? i only afford to stare at the board and pretend to understand..and at the same time..my mind kept sending signal to my hand so that i would copy the notes like what the rest were doing..so reluctantly..my hand moved..finally it moved.......................moved into the bag..grabbed something that called 'cell phone' and started to play games....waiting for 'class dismiss' to come out from lecturer's mouth.. LOL~

yeah..it is a routine..and yeah i should give myself a big tight slap on face..
what on earth am i doing right now??
arrggghh!!! sorry to say that the lecturer always leave me with thousand and million of question marks in my mind..oh ya..plus a dumb face..like this =='''

then ask for explanation from the lecturer
which followed by..this..

and eventually..this!

understanding..yes!this is the one i wanted to exchange with the great amount of school fees isn't?
ahh..i should help myself to understand and not depends on other anymore..if other people can do well..why not me right?

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE, THE WORD ITSELF SAYS I'M POSSIBLE..

give up!

Sometimes when things get complicated..u just feel like giving up..;(
and that is my feeling right now..seriously..i don't feel like continue my journey anymore..
ahh..how could it be like this???
so tough so hard and so painful.........................so gonna put an end to all this things!

proudly declare that I'm employed!!

pheww~finally my mid-term exam came to an end..(i have an instinct that my marks gonna bring me down down down..T.T)
*take a deep breathe
ahh..anyway...life must go on..so..this precious weekend..
i actly did something that i found out that it is fun and enjoyable..
i got myself a part time job!!hehe..u know wat?!..i really enjoy working compared to shopping..
i know i'm weird..hahaha..i dont really love shopping..it make me feel guilty to spend money =P
the theory behind them are just the same..u stand and walk for the whole day..u got tired at the end..but the only different is..if u go shopping u'll go home with a light purse whereas if u go working u will go home with a heavy purse..ahahaa~so this month  i have extra money to spent..i can eat more mee curry..hihihi..

Through working i tend to meet more people out there..and indirectly get to improve my communication skill..for example.. giving away flyer and greet customers..it is not an easy job wehy..at the moment when they just throw away the flyer before the flyer are flipped..when they reject you directly in your face when u just about to call them out..when they complain about your services..when they purposely asking craps and all this..
which actly cause ur body to accumulate more energy at ur tight fist...errrrrhh!!!
but what to do?as boss keep reminding u : no matter.. what customer is right..and u're wrong =)
haha..now i feel the pain..in fact not really pain..if  u take it as an encouragement which will actly push u forward..my hypothesis is: the more customers u get..the happier u're..HAHA
temporary pain exchange with money and golden experience worth it right?
haha..frankly speaking for me yes..
so here are some photos that i would like to share with my lovely readers ;) i hope u enjoy it..

my new friend INI&SUMEE..♥

LIKE E-K hardware page on FB to get a secretive girft!!

kids coloring contest.. 

come and join E-K membership for FREE!!

i got a clown friend which can turn balloons onto various shape=D

 a reminder for u and me as well:

All things are difficult before they are easy.;) cheers!
Thomas Fuller 

委屈委屈！

今天我很不开心。。谢谢！

不开心得我不想记下来。。哈哈~

不要觉得你白来了，因为至少你知道我不开心。。。

DESTINY..

Destiny is seen as the final outcome, independently of the events that precedes, which are inevitable and unchangeable per themselves, but as a sequence, could be arranged and rearranged in order to arrive to the final outcome.(google)

well..when this idea came across my mind..i started to think about DESTINY..
what will happen if each and everyone stepping on this earth have the same destiny?
everyone are meant to be an excellent human being..NO..no loser at all in this world..
that will be pretty scary yeah?oh ya..unimaginable..this is the word that i was searching for..
frankly speaking..we are meant to be like this..but..this is so unfair?!
we cant even control our own life..u dont think so?!..
try to hold your breath for 30mins then..can u?

Throughout my life..i met various type of people..
and i noticed that no one will have 'mutual fate'..not even twins!
some people are meant to be smart but some are not..
some people are meant to be lucky but some are not..
some people are meant to be happy but some are not..
some..some..some........


anyway..this lines attracted me when i first saw it..
I am not a descendant of the rich,but i can be the ancestor of the rich..


one's fate can be change only if one work hard..so no matter how terrible is your life now..accept it willingly..because maybe that is the way GOD use to build your character and making you a stronger person..be thankful no matter what..cheers!


so..do you believe in destiny?

Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice: It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved.
William Jennings Bryan

i love photography!

i love photos because..that is the only way to stop time=D
especially those memorable moment..hmm..in fact i dont really like to snap photo..
but i like to edit..decorate..and beautify..it..here are some of my collection..
HAHA..proudly..*drumroll.....

graduation..the best moment ever..=)

including UGLIFY it..HAHA

and this is wat friends suppose to be:)

   

                                                         

                                                                            aww..this is just too must sugar!!!><

 and i love LOMOGRAPHY too..=D

nice isn't?

OMG!tis is awesome!!!

image tell u more then a word can tell :)