School uniform again...=(

hey its11th may 2011 now..today i went to school..0.0
everyone gave me the same reaction when they got to know about this..i got an offer letter to enter SMK INTAN ZAHARA to pursue my form 6 there..hmm...i took a long time to made this decision..as..STPM is my last choice in my further studies planner..

Seriously,my first impression to this school is..B.A.D =(

NO!i dont like it at all...THE FEELING OF STRUGGLING FOR EXAM OVERCOME ME ONCE AGAIN!!(oh..tat is really stressful and im forbia to tat..)

Btw..i met some new(old) friends..i knew they long time ago,but seldom contact..so is consider NEW friends laa...arrghh actually i don't really have a friend here..i  mean in my hometown.So..its kinda hurt when seeing people chatting here and there and i dont get it...@.@ but if u ask me..are u regretting entered MRSM?haha..(a good question..)=)

After a visit to my new school today..i guess my answer is NO..i'm glad that i was a MRSM student..(before this i dont think this way)i should be grateful because i was chosen by the Almighty to experience a different life from my peer..it was challenging but yet i learnt a lot of things that others don't..once i blamed GOD for all those difficulty i had..but now i see..GOD have his own will on everything that happening around us..so be patient and wait for GOD's timing...

NOW...i'm waiting for jpa scholarship offer letter(i don't have confident to get this actually)...and at the same time i appeal for matriculation..that is my planA and B..and my planC is..looking for foundation or preU studies in private U(but the fees are expensive..seriously EXPENSIVE)..lastly..my plan D..taking STPM in SMK INTAN ZAHARA..(i dont really like this..)


You only live once, but if you work it right, once is enough.

 (see this...read it..think deeply..and digest it..yumyum)haha!