You.

         I'm here sitting right in front of the screen, scrolling up and down my FB page and the clock is ticking.It's one o'clock in the morning and my eyes are still widely open, perhaps it is another sleepless night. It is you that keeping me awake.I accidentally saw your photos and statuses pop-ed out at my wall and I just could't resist to go on, perhaps I'm missing you.I'm missing you a lot more that you can ever imagined.

         It was you that I mentioned when my friends ask me about my past, as I couldn't find anyone else like you in my memories. Back then, laughter and tears that I shed were all because of you and my world was spinning only around you. I failed to recall when was the last time we shared a conversation, or probably because none of the organs in my body agreed to remember that heart aching memory. It's surely not because  the memories were ugly, but because it ended before we got the chance to beautify it.

 

         We were distanced, and yet when I was trying hard holding on our dream, you gave up.How dare you?Until today, I'm still searching for that answer.There was nothing I can do to stop, but if we are given another chance,will you change you mind? 

         We talked, and we decided to move on,so I did and I'm still doing so.I wonder if you know that you're the right person that I met at the wrong time. Not hoping for any chances that you will read this up. But Hey,I miss you already!

....and if the chain is on your door,I understand.