Life is never a smooth sailing.

I'm sad today.

I am feeling uneasy the whole time,thinking over how to get rid of this sadness in me.

I'm sad today.

My close friend questioned me about our downhill friendship.

I can't explain why it all happened.

To me, it is a small thing that doesn't even worth quarreling.

But to her, it is something big.

Perhaps that is the problem,the gap the void between us.

I'm sad today.

I am thinking about my whereabouts.

I do not know how can I continue this journey if this wound continue to hurt.

I'm sad today.

I have no one to talk to.

I am afraid about what people might think.

I had myself well shielded.

I am so tired to have all these troubles carried on my shoulders.

They told me that God still loves me no matter what.

They asked me to pray to God, seek for help and strength from Him.

So I did.

I shut my teary eyes,put my hands together.

But I no longer know how to pray to Him.

My mouth uttered nothing.

Tears dropped on my hands.

I am sad today.

I want to go home.