Boys & sanitary pads.

Cheesy ain't it? haha.i know right..

This is totally insane!haha!

So question popped out!
What do guys have to do with this girlish stuffs? Let's find out!

I remember it was few months ago when i went to a shopping mall with some guy friends..when we walked across that sanitary pads department..and i asked them if anyone of them knows how to pick/buy a sanitary pad..their only respond was to shrug their muscular shoulders and walked away..see? As expected..they don't seems to care about it..not at all...

But personally i think it is indeed one of the really sweet things that a guy can do for a girl(especially the one who you going to call her a wife) you know..I mean why not right? Oh come on..trust me no one will get confuse about your gender just because you shop for sanitary pads..

so here are some tips for guys who are a newbie on buying sanitary pad and taking care of a girl who having menstruation..

#rule no.1-Don't be shy

Don't be ashamed for what you're going to do..as i said..nothing wrong for a guy to purchase a sanitary pad..in case if you end up yelling behind the bars just because of that..remember! Don't come to me..haha

#rule no.2-Survey

Do some survey beforehand..okay this is very important..because different girls have different favourite brand/type/shape of pads..as far as i'm concerned,most of the girls will stick to only one or two particular brand/type of pads that they feel comfortable with..if that is the case..it will be easy for you,so that you don't need to buy everything on the shelves right?

#rule no.3-Knowing them

So here,are some brands that normally found in M'sia markets

-Whisper -Kotex -Laurier -Stayfree -Intimate *and a lot more
which have different type of pad..like
-wing or no wing -heavy flow -thin -night use

I must say im not really an expert in this tho..but..as i said..different ppl loves different things..so ask your girls :)

#rule no.4-Be well prepared.

Just in case if there is anyone who have no idea what is menstruation,go ahead..Google it..and what im gonna say is menstruation happens once a month (about 5-6 days),and yeah..EVERY SINGLE MONTH.And if you're caring enough..kindly jot down the dates(or mark it on calendars)..so that the next month you know when to get ready with pads.All i wanna say is..don't wait until you see them waving a Japan flag,then only you rush to the shop like a mad kay.

#rule no.5-Handle mood swings 

That always happens because of the fluctuation of hormones in girl's body during that period,which make them lose control of their own emotions sometimes.So as a guy,all you can do is avoid picking up fight with her and be patience enough to bear with her.Keep her in good moods all the time if possible.In this case,chocolates might help.Feed her with a dozen of that!

#rule no.6-Kill the pain

Menstrual pain..that is the worst thing ever.It's actually like stomach ache but you don't feel like poo poo,it just pain..sometimes very pain that you can feel the uterus is contracting.Some girls experience that but some are lucky enough to escape.Ice cold drinks will worsen the condition,so help her to avoid that whenever you can.If the pain grows, put a warm towel on her belly and gently massage it. {For more tricks,find my best friend -Mr.Google)

For now that are all i can think of..extra ideas or comments are most welcome :)

Girls are fragile,so please handle with extra care and loves..

Good luck gentlemen *wink

Princess Evon XOXO

Life is all about the choices that you made.

Haih..I had some pretty bad days recently..i don't know why..
but i'm pretty sure that my hormones play a big role in this...hmm..It is always some days in a month that make girls feels like it is better to be a guy..seriously..with all the mood swings and the menstrual pain...and at the fear that your pure white dress will become a Japan national flag the next moment you stand up and leave your seat...trust me..u can never enjoy that period when your body is constantly losing blood..

Hmm..when i was busying complaining..out of sudden..and the word 'choices' came across my mind..

We cant choose which whether to have menstruation or not..we can't choose what gender we want to be..we can't choose what hair color we want..we didn't get to choose aren't we?and above of all..we didnt get to choose whether we want to come to world or not..our moms just gave birth to us without even asking for our permission......

Those are the choices that we have no right to choose..how about those choices that we can make?Have you made the right one?

I remember 10 years back..when i was still a small naive girl that doesn't really know that the earth actually spinning...i always dreamt to be a grown up adult..because all the high heels,make ups,dresses,boyfriends and life without parent's nag is just so tempting and heavenly good! So i made a decision that time. A decision to be beautiful and eyes catching women when i grow up..haha!

Then when i first enter my teenage life..i decided to study at boarding school..at that time..i chose my studies instead of a bunch of awesome friends back in my hometown.I was cruel i know.. and as life proceed..the more i have the more i desire..i decided to get good grades in exams..so that i would stand a chance to get scholarships..I decided to be the best among the best...i decided to work alone..i decided to be independent..i decided to be strong and unbreakable...I MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS..there was no one else..but me...and without i realized...in order to feed my own desire..i tend to push people away from my life..including my best friends...hmm..all of that happened because of my decisions.

I remember,making decision was as easy as ABC...it is like choosing your favorite ice-cream flavor..isn't?

But..a simple decision now..give a immeasurable impact to the future you..and of course the people around you..I always thought that i can make the best decisions..i thought i can..but now..a decision of life that i got stuck in ever since i finish my high school..i don't know how to deal with it..i don't know what kind of life to choose...i don't know what else to desire...i don't know my abilities..and a lot of I DON'T KNOW..that keep me stand still at this point..because i scare i might repeat those mistakes that i made over and over again..

I chose to be who i am today..i maybe or maybe not regret..but no one can guarantee me that if i chose the other pathway i would't regret at all right?so..what is made is already made..the only effort to fix those wrong decisions is to live the present to the fullest and continue to make the best decisions in the rest of your life..

the next choices that im going to make..decide who i am tomorrow..i hope i can really make it right :)


hope my little sharing lighten up your day..haha don't be emo like me kay.


CHEERS,

Princess Evon

Its November!

It's been a long time..and all this while i was busy reading and reading and reading....get trapped in this little square room for so long..eating canned foods like a caveman everyday..haha aiks! that is me during exam period..messy uncombed hair..dark circle..''short and singlet'' the perfect daily wear and everything you can think of..but i still smell good tho..i really do..haha!

Oh no no no..i definitely look better than this!

and wow!Time flies..it's November already!and 2012 is going to end soon..well, rumors said Doom's day is happening this year..but i believe we can get through this..i hope we do...ahh..i know because all of my inner organs are telling me this...i really don't wish that it happens so fast..i merely live my life..all i did was..go to school met some friends sit for exams get my grades..and the cycle continues..even until today....sad isn't? and if everything ends here..what is the meaning of every hardships every tears every heart-aches that I've struggled through right?

so please God..delay it..i know You can make it happens!

okay..enough of all the nonsense and drama..i'm gonna stop here and continue doing my revisions..

bye for now..

Have a blessed lovely November peoples :)

the sexay nerd blogger,

Princess Evon  

Deng Deng Deng Deng~

Hush!I'm back.. #with a new family member in my family now..^^

Proudly introducing to you Mr&Mrs Pang! *drumroll

Since i was a little girl..i always dream to have a wonderful marriage..u know like those very romantic very flowery very sweet kind of wedding...and once i thought to just get a part-time groom to fulfill my little greedy/naive dream..hahaha okay done with my happily-ever-after fairy tales..

so..this Mr.Pang in this photo is my cousin..he is basically the eldest grandson in the family..and the bride is my close friend since we were in primary school..and because of my cousin himself is a very 'naughty' kind of boy..none of us were expecting him to be the 1st one in the family to get married..well..at least i was..i was shocked when the news reach my ears.. haha..and of course i was jumping with joy as well!

After this..im gonna tell you briefly about the BIG day..which i thought maybe you will be interested to read on..

so on this prosperous day..my sisters and i woke up around 5:30am and get ourselves ready for the day..we went over earlier to bride's place and do some preparations..makeup and so on...and of course everyone was excited+nervous..haha

#like we were the one who getting married -,-

9am..bride was done with her makeup and finally put on her gown..as we were busy admiring and complementing the gown..we heard..**HON HON HON HON..which means the 'brothers' are coming!

Just in case if you don't know..so after this it's gonna be 'gate crashing'..where the groom need to pass a few test/challenges before he can enter the house..

and my cousin was smart..he brought 30 brothers with him..XD

When the great torture starts..muahaha!

Aunties kind of underwear with alphabets!

Honey on nipples!

The sisters!

Oppa Kanasai! 

FREE hair removal!

After all...

I finally got cha!

 Wedding dinner!

The groom and bride-to-be..hees!

A 30 years old dress of my aunt..

And of course this is not the end of story yet..it is just the beginning of it..
1+1=2 can be easy..and can be complicated sometimes..
Wish both of you all the best..and i can't wait to be someone else's aunt one day yo! 

Once in awhile,
Right in the middle of an ordinary life,
Love gives us a fairy tale.

Hope their love touch you heart like how they touched mine :)

have a good day dear readers.. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Cordially ♥♥♥♥

Princess Evon ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

我的脑袋就装得了这些..

沮丧--缠了我一整天.

上帝啊!那是为什么???

唉~突然发现自己超爱问上帝这一句.  : (
#特别当泪水泛滥的时候...

最近想了很多很多...看着身边的人...看着镜子里的自己..我无话可说..
从小我有一种想法..我常常会问自己  

''我为什么是我?'' 

''我为什么不是你,不是他?''

有种灵魂出窍的错觉..有时候还会对自己说..算了..我累了..我不想再当''吴奕佩''了..
#啊~我是不是忧郁症啊/.\

哈哈!我超爱独处..喜欢静静地一个人呆着...因为我讨厌他人的眼光-他人无味的批评.
也许是自己早已习惯自己一个人..

''眼泪''那把武器..我记得从我13岁独自离乡背井开始..我就学会好好保管..更不可能让别人看见.

我就是伤着伤着痛着痛着..逼自己长大..逼自己坚强..逼自己变得更好.


我...总爱看人家有多聪明..多漂亮..多幸运..多可爱..多好多好.....

却在自己身上找不到别人都有的''好''...

我的努力..不应定会换来''我想要''的结果..

大家都有人生的目标,知道自己未来的去向,而我?
永远还是停留在''不知所措''的阶段..我到底要做些什么???我可以做些什么???

悲哀的是,有苦说不出.. : (
讨厌电话那头的人,在我还来不及说出心里的话的时候..''嘟'' 的一声就消失了..
*你让我觉得自己有多么的讨厌,真的.

读着这篇''烂''文章的你..你比我幸福多了 :')

blink blink!

wooaaahhh??

was that your first impression when google chrome or whatsoever search engine that u're using brought u here?

surprise with my blog's new look?haha..

It's not as girlish and childish as it used to be i supposed ..i spent quite some time to work on it..change everything..searched for nice stuffs to decorate this little corner of mine..and wanted to put some music kind of stuff..but ended up i don't know what song to choose..aiks..is ok..next time next time..
so taaa--dangggg!

have an overview..and seriously hope u guys like it too..do leave me some comments yeah..let's make it eye candy!! :)


dessert of the day..click the play button yo!

enjoy! tata~ =)  xoxo, Princess Evon ♥

A little love.

It's been a long time since my previous post..life have been so much hectic-er then it used to be..
If i were to measure the pressure i'm bearing..no calculation needed..you just need to lie down an 8..and i guess u already found the answer.......i know u are smart..haha!

Pressures come from all sort of angle, it sound depressing..yeah,indeed it is. I'will be glad if you can send me an oxygen tank or something so that i wouldn't suffocate myself to die. hee~ is okay,God granted me with high EQ..STRESSED is just like DESSERTS to me..so this time im gonna share with you a song named

''A LITTLE LOVE''

 i fell in love with it since the very fist time it reaches my ears.
so here, plug in your headset and play it..trust me..no ghost or whatsoever gonna pop out XD

Mmm..hmm? hahaa

okay now..answer this honestly..WHO CAME TO YOUR MIND WHEN U LISTEN TO THIS?

I bet most of the answers definitely gonna be MY LOVER!!! 

nah nah nah..i know..i know..besides lover?

hehe..you know who i thought of? 

Ehem..This need a little bit of courage to spill...

ergghhh...er...errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

er...

is a SHE...

BHAHAHAHAHAHA...

nehh..is my dearest MUMMY laa...

(I'm straight..dont worry) 

besides mummy..my family..i thought of my friends(those really close ones)..you wanna know if u're included?come stay close to me..hahaa urm ya..basically those who really loves me for who i am..never walk out of my life even when im blindfolded with my own stubbornness..even when im so annoying so unbearable sometimes..we have this little love in us..maybe you never realize about it existence..but hell ya..I LOVE YOU FRIENDS!!  

This song is cute..is sweet..is like a fountain for a thirsty heart.....when you're facing the down parts of your life..you have no way to escape..here is a  little advise from me..seek for LOVE..

before i end this..lemme spill something..

i've already found LOVE..an unchanging love..the true love..the biggest love of all...

from where?

the answer is simple : GOD

a God centered life is different..no jokes..IT IS DIFFERENT! (a higher EQ maybe~)haha

now..put your hand on your chest..do u have God inside the beating heart? 

I bet you have your own answer....... foot-stop!

p/s: MOVE ur ass away from wherever u're sitting right now..and get some fresh air out there..HIAK HIAK!

XOXO,

Princess Evon  ♥

nothing special.

yo..i've been blog walking since few hours ago..reading people's stories..updating about some old friends's life..yeah..everyone is doing well at another corner of earth..and im glad to hear that..so do i (i guess so..LOL)
so..now is my turn to write something..

im having a short break before my last paper for As(a-level exam)..i have 8 papers in total to sit for..and this effing exam last for one month plus..7 papers finish around three weeks time..left one last paper..they located it two weeks afterward..which means the next month...seriously torturing and killing  us as a student..my brain is constantly alert for this exam..and i almost use up the adrenaline in my body..== Issh!i wonder why don't they  make it fast..finish it earlier..make our life easier..well..i know that is not what the CIE
wants...grrrr..this time..exam is slightly different with the one that i had when i was in secondary school..we don't need to wear uniforms,plus the exam hall is air-conditioned!! #ikindahappyforthis =P
some of my friend is already planning for resitting some papers..i have no comment for this..seriously scare that i might be one of them.. ><

hmm..as life goes on..things does change..and so do people around me..everyone has their own story..a friend of mine lost weight successfully..another one get into a relationship that he always eager for..my sister was chosen for student exchange programme to Taiwan..my mum conquered the peak of KK mountain few days back..and a lot more good news happening around me..and i know clearly that this is the blessing from my heavenly Father..

okay..i need to stop here this time..will continue blogging someday..haha..see ya :)

oh ya..i missed out this..i just cut my hair short few days back..so here are some photos that i would like to share with you you and you  :)

me and my rocking sister :)

my Rapunzel hair..XD

my short short hair :)

p/s:I'm happy to see people drop by and leave me some text at my little chat box,thanks for visiting :)

WITH LOTS OF LOVE,
Princess Evon 

说得对. #COPIED

我要的
是在難過的時候什麼話都可以跟你說
你的一句寶貝別難過、你還有我
我就可以拋掉所有的難過

我要的
是有個人在我的身後、默默地陪伴我
讓我知道自己並不孤單、我還有你

我要的
是在孤單的時候
有個人給我發發信息
在寂寞的時候
有個人能給我打個電話讓我聽聽他的聲音
這對我來說比什麼有趣的書
好玩的遊戲都重要、都安慰

因為我知道
有個人、雖然不經常見面 陪我
但卻一直在心裡掛唸著我

我要的
只是一聲叮嚀、一句關愛、一句問候
吃飯了麼、餓了麼、累了麼、渴了麼
其實、都對我是珍貴的
我發誓我永遠不會嫌這樣的話囉嗦、麻煩

我要的
只是一個緊緊地無聲的擁抱
只是一個能緊緊牽着我、不會隨便丟掉的手

我要的
只是你能夠相信我
還有你說得出就做得到的行動

我不想聽你說我愛你
我想聽你說我們在一起

我不相信愛情、我相信你

God is my CEO...

Hey peepoz..
I Just returned from a children camp..pheww!exhausted!my battery bar was empty..but joy overflowed in my tiny heart..

so basically my task was babysitting 10 kids..for three days two nights..
guide them in every activities..sing song with them..dance with them..play games with them..have meal together with them..sleep on the floor with them..laugh with them..cry with them........in short....hrmm...be their 'mummy' for that three days..haha..

actually..last weekend was the only chance that i can go home after two months plus leaving home..i  was in deep dilemma..because my homesickness is getting worse day by day..but..''too bad'' i promised to lend my helping hand for this children camp..and i know clearly that my promise is to God..not to anyone..so no matter what..i can't quit..i can't quit..and i don't want to quit..i remembered my pastor told me *if u want the best from God,give God the best..

so..the first moment i stepped into the school..all sort of memories overflow in my mind..because my primary school was just like this school..a small scaled school..with less than 100 students..i was actually be able to get to know every single student from my school that time..and i only have 8 classmates..fun isn't?haha..

i was the group leader for group 8..and i have a partner--chuan jing gorgor~~
a big applause to him..and thank you so much for helping me and being so good all the time..thanks for carried the kid's belongings here and there..*until the kids complained that that gorgor is too kind-hearted..haha
 

 my group's sign board.. <3

and not to forget..my brother and sister in Christ..who put so much effort on this camp..u guys are great!=D

may God's abundant blessing pour continually upon everyone of us..

It was indeed a great experience..and God is so great!

God is my boss..now and always..

一言难尽的狗屁EMO.

复杂的心情.我解释不了.

满脑子问题.烦死了.

烦恼慢慢慢慢地累积着,

在我还没有机会开口诉苦的时候,

泪水已自作聪明抢着表达了一切.

幽默.上帝真的好幽默.

突然想起一首歌,应该是这样唱的:

朋友请你不要笑我,伤心的事太多,我想出去走走....

现在的我,想躺在沙滩上,投入她的怀里.安静的,让海浪把我的忧愁带走.........

心情低落的时候,我需要拥抱和安慰的时候,爱我的人却离我好远.....

家....那属于我的地方...我想你了....................

My heart is closed for renovation.

hey peeps..it've been a long time since the last entry..

stories accumulated in my mind,so now is the time to expressed it all..;)

so by looking at the title itself..i bet u already know what am i going to say this time..

so..hell yeah..is some kind of relationship problem that i faced recently..

to be frank,i dont really have experience in all this SHXt..

and i dont know how to handle it well when it comes to me..

sadly..because of my dumbness..i tend to hurt other's feeling without i myself noticed it..

urmm..this guy came to me..and gave me two options..

one,be his gf and another one we become strangers..

does it make sense to you?

this like asking u to choose hell or heaven..uhh!

and well, i requested for the third option..i said we can stay as friend..or maybe close friend beforehand right?

....because deep in my heart..i know..i haven't yet prepare mentally for all this to happen..and this wouldn't last long if my mouth say yes..but my heart say no..

sometime i just dont understand guy..why not u just listen to the girl? instead of follow blindly your own thinking?

aiih..i never expect all this to happen at this moment..and GOD is humor sometimes..

i hurt another guy again..haha..i know i sound evil at some point..but..sorry..im too tired of explaining.

i hope that u'll know..one day..God has his own timing in everything that happen..and true love is worth waiting for..

and God..even though i dont know why all this happen to me at this time,when i need to prepare for my exam and  focus on  my studies..and everything that i have in my mind right now is seriously so confusing..but i know Lord..u're with me all the time..and i cast all my anxiety on you lord..for i know Lord..u care for me..

大大的世界，小小的我。

给自己的话 ：

生命充满挑战。面对或者是逃避。决定在你。行动也在你。

拿了考卷，心情有点低落。

独自走在校园的走廊，心里一直在想，三个字：为什么？

走着走着，听到有人在唱歌，确定声音从哪传来后才知道原来那里有歌唱比赛。

唱着：set fire to the rain 我可以感觉到，那个人很努力的在唱，可是出来的效果却不是好的。

严重走音，而且唱到高音时还破音。听到的人都在偷偷地笑，我也是其中一个。

顿时间，我想到了，原来人生也是如此。

我就像那个在唱歌的人，很努力很努力很努力的想把歌唱好。不断重复在练习，废寝忘食的在努力，因为相信有努力一定会有成果。在唱的时候，也许自己会觉得：哦，我应该唱得不错，唱得很有信心。心里有些控制不了的期待，迫不及待想得到台上的礼物。 可是谁知道出来的声音却是让人听了很不舒服，而且还成为别人的笑话。说起来很委屈，因为我们只可以努力唱，但是出来的结果却不在我们的控制之下。

考试前我向上帝祷告说：天父啊，这次我只要有进步我就很开心了。

果然，上帝垂听了。是，的确有进步，进步了三分。

可是我一点都不开心，也许在读的你会觉得，我这人很不知足。对，我承认。

我试着安慰自己说：知足常乐啊，上帝给了你还那么不甘心？

就是嘛！那为什么心里还是存着不甘心，不满足。

脑海里一直出现着，我回答不了的问题。

为什么，我做不到？

为什么努力了，结果还是一样？

为什么别人可以做到，但我却做不到？

为什么我总是做不好？做不到？做不成？

泪水在眼眶里打转，我试着坚强。因为，曾经有人对我说，我没有资格为我的成绩流眼泪。

可是，其实我会流泪不是因为自己的成绩有多差有多烂，而是为着自己所付出太多太多的代价和努力，结果换来的却是失望，而感到委屈感到抱怨感到生气。

泪水就像是苦茶，忍着不吐出来，很难受。

所以，对不起，这次让我破例好不好？

五年前的我告诉自己说：读书是为了父母，所以你有多爱他们，你就该付出多少的努力。

从那时候起，大大小小的考试，我都不曾松懈，因为我不想让他们失望。

可是，我的能力却是有限的。上了大学，每一次要缴学费的时候，我会很怕告诉爸爸妈妈。虽然他们表面上说没关系，但我知道，对他们而言那是个负担。我，成为了他们经济上的重担。

我很想说，爸妈，对不起！如果当初我考到再好一点，也许今天这个负担就不再你们身上了。

可是人生就是如此，你可以决定你要走多远，可是你''可以''走多远，决定权还是在上帝那里。

今天的我讨厌自己，讨厌抬不起头的自己。

GOD..ARE YOU THERE?

Just a moment ago,something that displayed on my shelf for quite sometime caught my attention..it covered with dust..it is a red colour paper bag with a big love shape on it..i actually forgot what was inside the paper bag..so curiously..i opened it..and i found a book...and some letters..

oh..that was my diary when i was in mrsm..without any delay..i flipped through it..
i found back all those bittersweet of my secondary life..
hell yeah..im already finished my secondary life for two years..that is so fast!
the very first page:

Princess Evon 's blog
It is only me,myself and I..

so i found this: (in malay version)

we, Niwashiny , YiPei'and Iqbal promised to work hard and try out best to improve our academy performance,
 and willing to help each other in order to get straight A+ in SPM 2010.


*and with our signature at the bottom of the page

muahahahha...all i can do was burst into unstoppable laughter right after i saw this page..
yeah.. undeniable.,we were young and we were cute..

Then i continue to flip..exam'results....some crazy drawing....some songs lyrics.......and then i stopped.

you know what i saw?*blush

i have to bravely admit this.

few pages of text..about a guy.A guy that once touched my heart and yet he left after that.
okay skip this part..HAHA
this is a tearfully story to be told..so..forget about it...

then..i flip and flip and flip..

that was few pages of weird kind of handwriting..the words are all messy and i had a hard time when i read through it..that must be a reason why i wrote in that way..it was my left handed writing..oh..'homesickness'
well,to be frank i had severe homesickness. and even now..i do miss home like a mad.cry  like a small girl when talk to my mum on the phone.and yeah..it doesn't get any better even after i've grown up bigger and taller physically.

this paragraph caught my attention:
 another two months!I'm leaving this hell and return to my own world..a world that full of joy and laughter.Im going to shout to the world that I DID IT!five years of pain is finally over!!I'm a free bird now..wohooooOOO!!*i was expecting something fun gonna happen in my life after wards

but now?!only God knows the answer..hmm..

and last few pages was some naughty drawing and sketching of me and my friends when we were bored in the class..chatting with each other using a manual way..like this..

A: ehh..look at the teacher,he didnt zip up his pants.LOL
B: what?! go and tell him..or give him a signal or wat..
C: come on ppl..jz let it be.That is one of the way the teachers try to get student's attention..dont u knw that?
D:  woostt!! colouful strips with spongebob on it!@@
A: I bet he gonna hide his face in the toilet bowl when he realize about that...wakakaka


without i realized , i've turned to the last page..some kind of timetable..and yes that was my study planner for SPM..haha..

and so....maybe i should named it this way..

the taste of failure.

Frankly speaking,this is my very first time failing a test.

i never thought of this kind of epic fail will happen to me.. =O

seriously..failure is so irritating!

arrghh!

i failed that stupid JPJ test for the 2nd time wehhh!!!

@#$%$^&^%$#@!@@#$%^*&(*&(^@!#$%^&*(^   [i wish this can be longer]

totally speechless..i wonder why..

in fact..i have all the knowledge in my head..but it just that..doing it correctly and carefully is so difficult..==

i did what the teacher taught when doing practices..but frustratingly  it will always come out with so many weird rules during the test.. 

WHY?why exam always OUT OF THE BOX??

errrhhh! it doesn't matter how many times i fail..im willing to repeat over and over again..

but repeating the test it cost you rm100..now..it is the money matter that count..uhhh!

now..buy me this shirt and i will wear it for my 3rd test............or maybe 4th or 5th test..==